The Ideology Drive
January 2015
A singular aim, a sole focus, one sacred way that permeates my entire life. I want this. The thought of it is arousing. I want to pledge allegiance. I want to sacrifice everything for something, anything. I want to lead the simplest of lives. To bring a purpose so close to myself that I can taste the heavy warmth of its breath across the roof of my mouth. To find a god and bring her so close that she is me. Cupio dissolvi. Todestrieb. All else will fall away. Nothing will matter. But this. And it will be everything.
January 2015
A singular aim, a sole focus, one sacred way that permeates my entire life. I want this. The thought of it is arousing. I want to pledge allegiance. I want to sacrifice everything for something, anything. I want to lead the simplest of lives. To bring a purpose so close to myself that I can taste the heavy warmth of its breath across the roof of my mouth. To find a god and bring her so close that she is me. Cupio dissolvi. Todestrieb. All else will fall away. Nothing will matter. But this. And it will be everything.